The Love I Meant To Say- Jeremy Jordan from Smash
As I have been working through this challenge, there have been a couple of the days entries that I have completely dreaded. One I skipped entirely on it’s day and pushed it to back and then there is this one. They just cut deeper into my being, and it’s been hard to find an angle to come at them with that will not completely expose the raw nerves these topics scrape across. With only 3 entries left I ran out of maneuvering room so here we are.
I mentioned early on that I do everything I can to live in a way that I end each day knowing I did all I can do and not have any regrets. Well, some days that’s just not enough, and I am left wondering did I do enough, say enough, show enough, because if I had would things be any different? I still screw it up sometimes and other times it’s out of my hands, but the questions still remain, and I wish I had one just one more chance to make it right. You don’t always get that. It sucks.
I had to go back to the well of Smash on this one. Since I make it a point to avoid opening myself up to regret, I don’t have a guilt playlist so I had to dig for something appropriate to the day and sentiment. This seemed to fit best.
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